I'm back here after so long absence. It's been water under the bridge, more than what I expected. After a difficult period recently I started to redo things I did before, though gradually. I even joined in lately gym to put on a physical pseudo-swimmer as I had in my 20 years and send away for a bit 'of stress, because that also helps to make me feel worse.
Again the problem is not solved at all, indeed there is still way to go (to be 30/40%), but at least I seem to be on the road to recovery. I took a few pounds and after touching almost 60 pounds last summer, are now just under 70. And I hope to put on others.
I still have days when I'm not well, however, seem to be decreasing more and more (or so is from April). I also got one year "sabbatical" away from it all and all, but in recent weeks, I am broke and so is the spring that I started going out with some girl. For now, however I found only friends, but not my princess. Actually now I'm not thinking much, because with all that I spent that is not the main priority. In the last year and because I was sick and because I was down in the dumps of occasions I've thrown away a flood, but now I am "rebels" in this situation and I decided to accept me as I am. Needless to sit and wait to be like before .. I was like 25 years back there again and soon ... I'm 35 fucking years, then you should make a move. Probably not going back to 100% as before but it's part of life, and anyway the past is past.
thank a friend (who does not know why I do not read this blog and not even pass me the foreman to tell him) that recently has really shaken, Waking up from the "mental torpor of hand" that I had built in recent months. You know that situation where one is not well ... and when he is unwell is limited in doing things and you can not do anything. But there are days when one is feeling good or 'half and half' and whatever does nothing, waiting to feel better in the future or fear of being unwell, and then comes out soon ...... here, that is was my situation the last two years, expect to do things in the next month waiting for the treatment worked and I did feel good. And were it not that if one loses his job with the crisis that is not found in Italy ... I would also fired in 2008! Do you think how I was. This is enough. I agree as they are and when I leave if I feel unwell ... I come home and we try again another time.
Then we see ..... I am happy because I saw people who had not seen for over a year (even two) and all they told me that I see a lot better. So maybe, apart from the psychological side, the cure begins to take effect. Besides, I took them 7-8 pounds over last year and now weighing what I weighed in 2006.
Let's see ... today I wrote the post, I do not know if I will write more. Besides, this blog was written to tell the night life and the shit that came to mind. The shit on my mind I've always (indeed I was born jester ... for instance, for the April Fool's joke I called my sister, falsifying his voice and pretending to be someone who had found his number in the bathroom and wanted to know how much it cost dell'autogrill fuck ... eheheh .... poor thing took it bad! At the end of the phone call I had lucciconi eyes .... from what I was laughing ... Oh well then I told almost immediately:)), but they are different and go around the local effects are not pulling me over. Just once in a while but the disk and the pub does not excite me.
also have no internet at home earlier this year and I do not know when I shall recover, and then boh. Maybe I start to write something by a monthly summary of what happens to me, but not with the intensity of the first also because I really want to write.
We see the situation .... now is that right now I have three friends with whom I see every now and then but I do not think no is the right one. An hour hand and walks away from Florence for several months. The other short-idem. I like it a lot (the one that shook me there ... but in short there x I have not taken anything for me so well and played son ... and now I am put in the drawer of the 'friend "instead of" flirt "... from there it's tough going out). Then there's a fourth that I met recently through the Internet. She is interested in me, but unfortunately I do not like much ... then nothing.
We hope that the summer bring me new knowledge. Good
June. If I want to rewrite in July.
Work in progress .... evolution in progress ....
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