I'm back here after so long absence. It's been water under the bridge, more than what I expected. After a difficult period recently I started to redo things I did before, though gradually. I even joined in lately gym to put on a physical pseudo-swimmer as I had in my 20 years and send away for a bit 'of stress, because that also helps to make me feel worse.
Again the problem is not solved at all, indeed there is still way to go (to be 30/40%), but at least I seem to be on the road to recovery. I took a few pounds and after touching almost 60 pounds last summer, are now just under 70. And I hope to put on others.
I still have days when I'm not well, however, seem to be decreasing more and more (or so is from April). I also got one year "sabbatical" away from it all and all, but in recent weeks, I am broke and so is the spring that I started going out with some girl. For now, however I found only friends, but not my princess. Actually now I'm not thinking much, because with all that I spent that is not the main priority. In the last year and because I was sick and because I was down in the dumps of occasions I've thrown away a flood, but now I am "rebels" in this situation and I decided to accept me as I am. Needless to sit and wait to be like before .. I was like 25 years back there again and soon ... I'm 35 fucking years, then you should make a move. Probably not going back to 100% as before but it's part of life, and anyway the past is past.
thank a friend (who does not know why I do not read this blog and not even pass me the foreman to tell him) that recently has really shaken, Waking up from the "mental torpor of hand" that I had built in recent months. You know that situation where one is not well ... and when he is unwell is limited in doing things and you can not do anything. But there are days when one is feeling good or 'half and half' and whatever does nothing, waiting to feel better in the future or fear of being unwell, and then comes out soon ...... here, that is was my situation the last two years, expect to do things in the next month waiting for the treatment worked and I did feel good. And were it not that if one loses his job with the crisis that is not found in Italy ... I would also fired in 2008! Do you think how I was. This is enough. I agree as they are and when I leave if I feel unwell ... I come home and we try again another time.
Then we see ..... I am happy because I saw people who had not seen for over a year (even two) and all they told me that I see a lot better. So maybe, apart from the psychological side, the cure begins to take effect. Besides, I took them 7-8 pounds over last year and now weighing what I weighed in 2006.
Let's see ... today I wrote the post, I do not know if I will write more. Besides, this blog was written to tell the night life and the shit that came to mind. The shit on my mind I've always (indeed I was born jester ... for instance, for the April Fool's joke I called my sister, falsifying his voice and pretending to be someone who had found his number in the bathroom and wanted to know how much it cost dell'autogrill fuck ... eheheh .... poor thing took it bad! At the end of the phone call I had lucciconi eyes .... from what I was laughing ... Oh well then I told almost immediately:)), but they are different and go around the local effects are not pulling me over. Just once in a while but the disk and the pub does not excite me.
also have no internet at home earlier this year and I do not know when I shall recover, and then boh. Maybe I start to write something by a monthly summary of what happens to me, but not with the intensity of the first also because I really want to write.
We see the situation .... now is that right now I have three friends with whom I see every now and then but I do not think no is the right one. An hour hand and walks away from Florence for several months. The other short-idem. I like it a lot (the one that shook me there ... but in short there x I have not taken anything for me so well and played son ... and now I am put in the drawer of the 'friend "instead of" flirt "... from there it's tough going out). Then there's a fourth that I met recently through the Internet. She is interested in me, but unfortunately I do not like much ... then nothing.
We hope that the summer bring me new knowledge. Good
June. If I want to rewrite in July.
Work in progress .... evolution in progress ....
very hot Sunday in that the Living where he played the semifinal between the children of the resurrection against the foreign team's Mysterious Fourth, composed as mentioned earlier, from a long line of athletes foreign nationals. All the conditions are those of a true Cup semi-final, which offers in this day of celebration at the camp livable, time and emotions on the other scents of glory ... the tension in the pre-race made it clear that the boys had not come just to make a walk or spend a day together, but to remove the ticket to the finals on Sunday! For some lunch at California, not to weigh very light legs, heads and bellies just a glass of red wine for digestion, and then straight to the field and then at that resurrection of Living. Foreign parties, first given at the mercy of the moves of opponents with a lot of running, football intelligence but little heart, Resu have crushed the field in his own half, and then pushing the team coached by Mr. Cusmai, to make a game of touch, looking only the play of certain individual to lead the way for favorable outcome. A first time locked at 0-0 with concern the game play, and some 'supply for the new measures adopted by the technical red blue during the break, resume a second time much better. Indeed, the first five minutes show a new team, technical changes and some new field layout, allowing the Resu to scare their opponents, that in doing so finally starting to embrace the game. Many opportunities with which we had the chance to go ahead, but it is only through a free kick by Mirko Sir Licheri that exploits a gust of wind, a bee on the trajectory, the sun in the face of opponents to unlock doors and game qualification. Finally, both big celebrations in the locker room as in the usual beer after the race, friends, girlfriends, wife and mother for the record ... rossoblu good presence in the public and people who took to the field for the beautiful day. Now only ROAD TO THE FINAL ... this is, and will be the motto that will not come until Sunday afternoon at 17.00 Field Living where you will finally rise up to heaven if this team deservedly won a first place in the field, with humility and strength, right DNA of the children of the Resurrection. Here are the full interviews with Mr. Cusmai end of the race. 1) What do you think the team's performance? CF: Of course what counts in this single elimination tournament is the final result. We managed to win and then to qualify for the final, which was our goal this second half of the season, so I'm fully satisfied with the boys talking about the performance after a difficult first half where we struggled a bit too much clutter tactical opponent, I must say that the team was very good at rearranging the ideas during the break and take the field much more ordered and determined. The second time I loved it for the determination and desire to win the game also suffering .. 2) What has changed from managing Olsi? CF: Olsi spring? I know TV tug of war, I know the shock absorber spring, grizzly bears know, I know Olsi spring. However I do not like talking about the other coaches, especially of my predecessors. What I can say is that I asked the boys performance concrete, focusing on the evil mentality and competitive, rather than on forms or tactics. The time was surely not in our favor. For the part of tactics to date have deployed three defense that gives us more collateral on defense and a man in midfield, while I always prefer to play with two strikers to be put forward and always dangerous opponents in apprehension. I conclude by saying I respect the work of Mr. Olsi, has always been close to the team even in difficult times. 3) Do you think that the Company will invest next year in any department in particular? CF: The rose is available to first-order certain that if next year we want to point to the victory of the season then agree with some reinforcement and ask the company would try to rejuvenate the rose, especially if we aim to move forward in all competitions. Perhaps the department would need more reinforcement is attack, where I have only a first hint of the role and we all know that turnover is essential to get to the end in optimal conditions. Here I would add that outside the Dani Alves would not hurt, but not if you will be willing to spare, in case you can not put all your eggs in April Giuliano. See also feasible for an exchange Fassiotti Gentile for next year. I'm sure Vince could do well and we relaunch the level of his competence. 4) We know that you do not like talking about individuals, but who was the biggest surprise this year? CF: It 's impossible for me to speak of individuals, you know that my concept of football is the only individual who takes the field is the "team." Surprise? no .. I had full confidence in the players that the company, which of course thank you, I have made available and all are making the contribution was expected at the beginning of our adventure. Then I know that you mean I can not wait to make a couple of names to make headlines and create controversy around the team, but that I'm not an idiot, do not let you put the weeds in the dressing room which also has close-knit and concentrate on our next target. These futile attempts to have them with my colleagues who are certainly less clever than me, I stand to lose time with this nonsense I do not want. The team comes first. 5) Voices from the dressing room say that some players organize "party" very special and that some of them are keen on the verge of alcoholism, denial? CF: But I did not know at this press conference there were also news reporters in 2000. I do not know how you can make that claim before a game so important that it can decide the fate of an entire season. I do not usually take care of the events extracalcistiche of my players but I am sure that each of them to behave with the utmost professionalism on and off the field .. Tusa certain that Jack and I do not seem to be two saints on .. but I trust them and I'm sure you never run the risk of putting the team and the company in a bad light, making finding the positive in doping control after the game .. is certainly not a few glasses of worried too .. if I add that if my players had to organize special celebrations after the game, I hope that at least invite me ... 
